Version 3 from the present.
At this moment I’m this human living and feeling the energy of the soul of all the feelings inside of it that just makes you wonder who you are? So I know I’m energy, a soul full of life, a life with a purpose. What purpose? Only the Creator know for sure, while I’m here trying to figure it out. However at the same time, the only and best thing I can do to honor it is to live, live intensely to the core of my soul, live truthfully to whatever defines me, feel the emotion, live the moment, be in the present. And the more I do it this way the more I want to remain doing it this way, is effortless, is sincere and honest and it comes from an amazing place of being.
Connecting to the within is connecting to nature, is connecting to life’s miracles, to see the movement of sound and to hear the flowing of earth. To see the beauty full of the earth’s synchronicities that dance in the melody of harmony. The harmony of life, and the only thing I know is this where I want to stay, the rest I know I do not know anything, that I am everything and that everything is one. As I write these words that just flow through my fingers one by one, without thinking, without knowing if this makes sense or not, or even if it should? Or what is sense? Living with your full senses…. I just want to be, in silence, still, living the exact moment of being. Meditating….
How can it be that feeling is so intense that creates so much energy and is felt deeply with all my senses, that is a disassociation with my body, where the body feels tired and heavy and just wants to rest. Rest all day, being all the time. Free. Being. Feeling.

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